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Sunday, August 19, 2012

late summer

My summer in Berlin was short; and now it is almost over.

We celebrated our wedding, and now there are hopefully no more debts in front of the family. I went to Norway to play a concert and to see my friends. I started to make a week show on the Russian Radio in Berlin - ReiseMania, 10 minutes about traveling. We went to Poland for a weekend, as I dreamt whole the year, and it was a tiny bit duller as last year. This taught me, "leave your memories where they are, you can never repeat a spontaneous happiness". Then we went to Kassel to see the world's biggest contemporary art exhibition, dOCUMENTA13, which is held once in 5 years. That was, khm, interesting, sometimes even meaningful. But I would say, I can survive without contemporary art...

Maybe, this tiredness and reluctance of new impressions is very much due to the necessity of learning contemporary pieces. In just three days I am flying to Munich to take part in a new-music-mastercourse, and   I think I took too many pieces to learn. Especially annoying (in the matter of learning the text) are the bird-pieces by Messiaen. But, from the other hand I feel so proud of myself that I made it!

In the autumn I hope I could get a job as a librarian (dream-job!), learn some more German, buy a bike, and attend yoga-classes. My plans also include doing some french music with my favourite Flutist, and maybe read another dozen of books from my list. 

And, maybe something else....


candy-art-automat

somewhere in Spandau area

my husband, so proud, leaving his university for the last time...

hipsters' paradise

we 

hair is already sooo long!! hurray!!!!!

llalalalalallalalalalla


Friday, May 25, 2012

Berlin, Jewish Museum

Just couple of days after I arrived to Berlin my husband took me to the Jewish museum. He promised it will be an unforgettable experience.

The Museum consists of two buildings. One is the old Kollegienhaus, built in the 18th century. The other was especially designed for the Jewish Museum by a world famous architect Daniel Liebeskind.

old building, ex-Kollegienhaus
new building, by Daniel Liebeskind

























This guy is quite special. He designed lots of contradictory buildings around the world.. Most of them look a bit bulky and irrelevant/too futuristic, most of them include very simple elements. But you definitely need to take time and at least walk inside. Because he always has a clear idea about the purpose of the each detail. It's not just a conglomeration of metal and glass (and sometimes stone). 



















So, back to the Jewish Museum.

Since my husband is (originally) half-Jew, I thought it might be useful to get to know things about their traditions, since the Museum covers not only Holocaust (as usually thought), but almost two millennia of German Jewish history.

The main part of the Museum is showing us random (but genuine!) belongings of the Jewish people from the period of Second World War (candelabras, tea sets, picture frames, personal letters from the concentration camps and so on, with heartbreaking stories underneath). What fascinated me was that the descendants of the persecuted Jews didn't keep these belongings for themselves (what for instance, I would do - as a memory of my grandparents); they gave these belongings as a gift to the museum, and there is something special in how they prioritize social over private.

Some things were curious (and filled my heart with sorrow), like:


Here I should tell you a bit more about the general design of this new museum building (by Liebeskind). Imagine, the floors are not straight, and so are the walls and the ceiling. There are almost no windows, only some narrow slots (also curved)... But there is even more "discomfort" in 2 special spots of the first floor that are made for letting you feel paranoiac (if not dispair). One is the so-called Garden of Exile.

  • 49 columns filled with earth are arranged in a square, standing vertically on a slanting floor. Olive willows grow out of the columns. The garden's form - a square - is the only completely rectangular form in the building. "One feels a little bit sick walking through it. But it is accurate, because that is what perfect order feels like when you leave the history of Berlin." (Daniel Liebeskind)


The second "awkward" place is the Holocaust Towera 24 m tall empty silo. The bare concrete Tower is neither heated nor cooled, and its only light comes from a small slit in its roof (wiki). 



The other floor starts with the stairs going to nowhere:


but then things get a little bit happier.

"jewish" names of the streets


This floor is mainly about Jewish culture and traditions.


What I learned about Jews in this museum:

1. These guys have a really complicated religious calendar. Although I understand that most of the religions have complicated calendars, but maybe Jewish calendar looks above them all just because I'm not so much used to it.

Anyways, in this museum you can get some infos about them at the special computers, but afterwards I came home and googled hanukas and pesahs more thoroughly. With the same result though. Too complicated.

2. Same computers will tell you some stories about famous Jewish people, like Albert Einstein and Bertha Pappenheim. For instance, I didn't know that Einstein was a subject to the persecution during nazi-regime, and even his works were considered doubtful. Finally he had to leave the country.

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5. Jews have such great respect for the Torah scroll that they bury it in a cemetery if it is damaged and can no longer be in use.

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It was (and still is) amazing for me how Jews are supporting each other in any - ANY - matter. I think this is not a simple struggle for life. They feel the unity, and they definitely know that in fact no one else will help them but each other. There is nothing like Government, or Policy, or Social Security. Whole the world is based on People. These guys know it firsthand.

My husband would say "großartig" to name the feelings this museum inflamed in me. Great, with another words. 

Saturday, April 21, 2012

rehearsing for the concert in a church....


Baku, the last

Shortly before i changed one B-city to another one, i took some last pictures at the random streets, pictures that i desired to take for long time. Here they are.

Mirali Qashqay street











Boulevard




Inqlab (Hasan Aliyev) street







Yusifbey Ibrahimli street (close to the School Number.150)





Tuesday, April 3, 2012

Concert

Dear Friends in Baku!!


I am  happy to invite you to the concert of the XX century music. Concert will take place 9th of April at the State Chamber Hall, e.g.Kirche. 


Program:
A. Schnittke Piano Concerto 

V. Mustafazadeh Piano Concerto

A.Jolivet Flute Concerto

J.Kvandal Flute Concerto


State Chamber Orchestra, conductor - people's artist T.Geychayev


piano - Fidan Aghayeva-Edler

flute - Sofya Dudaeva


Begins at 19.00


Welcome! :)

Thursday, March 29, 2012

Finally

Today I got visa.

7 months of different types of waiting... Let's see:

29.08.2011 - arrived to Baku
06.09.2011 - applied for a 6-months language course visa
05.10.2011 - visa application refused
13.10.2011 - applied for appellation
20.10.2011 - David suggested me to marry
05.12.2011 - applied for marriage in Baku
14.01.2012 - marriage in Baku
25.01.2012 - applied for a marriage visa
02.03.2012 - David received invitation for an interview
26.03.2012 - interview at the immigration office, Berlin
27.03.2012 - call from the Baku embassy (oh what would I give for this call only half a year ago!)
28.03.2012 - passport at the embassy
29.03.2012 - visa in my pocket!!

I will not talk about all the bureaucracy we faced during this period; it would be a hundred-pages novel.  Just want to mention the last "drop" from today. I came to the consular section of the German embassy to pick my passport, and when I got it I took some time to look carefully through the page (because my friend Mehriban once got a visa with the wrong dates), and thanks to all Gods that I did it (if you leave the embassy with the wrong information, you cannot change it anymore)!! They wrote my name wrong! Instead of Aghayeva-Edler they put Aghayeva-Elder, and this small technical mistake could have caused loads of problems for me in the future. I wonder if consul did it on purpose, because, I mean, how could you misspell this easiest name!!!

Whatever, now everything is over. In 13 days I leave to Berlin to my loveliest husband to start new life, but before that I have to play to concerts here in Baku. Information about them I will post a little bit later.

(OMG, still cannot realize I GOT VISA!!!!!!!!!!!!! YAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!! LOVE IS IN THE AIR!!!!!)


Sunday, March 25, 2012

Some random things on my mind

These days happened to be public holidays in Baku, and I've successfully spent them at home, watching movies (like Almadovar's "The skin I live in"), finishing my book (Hesse's "Steppenwolf"), renovating music scores for my friend Sonya and enjoying my mother's company.

No it's only 1 (one!!!) day left until my husband will get his interview at the Immigration office in order to take me to Berlin. I have nothing to do, but to stay patient. Luckily, thinking of what-to-take-with-me-to-my-new-home occupies me with some pleasant energy; I try to stay positive.

Found an amazing collection of the street art photos from all around the world. That is what makes me happy.